For the past few weeks, we have invited you into a part of our lives that we normally would have kept pretty private.

You have seen the deliveries that went right.

You have seen the ones that did not.

You have seen rehearsals improve, seating charts change, vendors get added later than expected, tuxedos arrive incomplete and countless little details somehow become very big details simply because the wedding kept getting closer.

And now, after a year of planning, there is almost nothing left between us and October 10.

This is our final countdown before the wedding.

And more than anything, this last week has made us realize just how much this process has shown us about ourselves.

We Plan Differently

If there is one thing this wedding has confirmed, it is that we do not approach planning the same way.

Jon likes things handled early. Very early. If something can be decided three months ahead of time, there is no reason in his mind to wait until three weeks before. He likes lists, timelines, backup plans and knowing exactly what is supposed to happen next.

Jeff is often much more comfortable trusting that things will come together.

That difference has been both helpful and occasionally maddening.

There were moments when one of us thought something was an emergency and the other thought everything was completely fine. There were moments when Jon wanted an answer immediately and Jeff was perfectly willing to give something another day.

And somehow, between those two approaches, we usually found the middle.

Planning this wedding did not make us more alike. It made us better at understanding how the other person works.

Stress Looks Different on Both of Us

The closer we got to the wedding, the more obvious it became that stress does not look the same on everyone.

For Jon, stress usually turns into action. Make another list. Send another email. Check the timeline again. Fix the problem before it has a chance to become a bigger problem.

For Jeff, stress can look quieter—until something finally crosses the line.

The tuxedos were a perfect example. They were one of the first things we handled, so by this point they should have been one of the easiest things on the list. Instead, the tuxes arrived while the vests were still delayed, and Jeff suddenly had very little time to find shoes that worked with his cream tux.

That was the kind of situation that frustrated him because it was exactly what we had tried to avoid by planning early.

And yet, that has probably been one of the biggest lessons of this entire year:

You can prepare. You can organize. You can ask questions early. You can do everything “right.” And something will still change.

We Learned to Adjust

That may be the real theme of wedding planning.

Adjust.

The guest list changes. The seating chart changes. A vendor takes longer than expected. A design needs to be redone. Someone waits too long to learn their part. A delivery arrives and suddenly creates another problem you did not know you had.

For a wedding with this many moving pieces, there was never going to be a version where every single thing went exactly according to plan.

So we learned to keep moving.

Sometimes that meant fixing something immediately. Sometimes it meant deciding that something was good enough. Sometimes it meant accepting that the version we imagined months ago was not going to be the version we ended up with.

And sometimes it meant reminding each other that the wedding was not going to fall apart because one detail changed.

That sounds obvious now. It did not always feel obvious in the moment.

Preparation Became Its Own Relationship Test

We spent a year preparing for one day. And somewhere in the middle of that year, the preparation became about more than décor, clothing, music and logistics.

It became an exercise in communication.

We had to make decisions when we were tired. We had to listen when the other person cared deeply about something we personally did not think mattered very much. We had to learn when to push, when to compromise and when to simply let the other person have the extra flowers.

Some conversations were fun. Some were ridiculous. Some were tense.

But every one of them brought us closer to the same finish line.

And that is probably what we will remember most about this year. Not that we agreed on everything. We absolutely did not. But we always eventually got back on the same side.

And Now We Are Here

That is the strange part. For an entire year, there was always something else to do. Another payment. Another decision. Another meeting. Another rehearsal. Another email. Another item that needed to arrive. Another thing that could be adjusted, improved or completely changed at the last minute.

Now the lists are getting shorter. The decisions are ending. The wedding we planned is no longer an idea. It exists.

In just a few days, the people we have spent all year talking about will actually be in the room. The Court will take their places. The music we have listened to over and over will begin playing for real. The ceremony we rehearsed will no longer be a rehearsal.

And eventually, after everything we have spent a year preparing, there will be nothing left for us to manage.

We will just have to experience it.

That may actually be the hardest part for two people who have spent so long controlling every detail. But it is also the part we are most ready for.

For the past few weeks, you have watched us plan, adjust, stress, laugh, fix problems and keep moving toward October 10.

Now there is nothing left to count down.

The next time we tell this story, we will be telling it from the other side.

As husbands.

We made it here.

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Photographer: Kivus and Camera